I wish..

I wish I had someone to talk to about some stuff, today was one of those days when that feeling was extra strong since I had a surgery and was going to get anesthetized for the first time ever which I thought was a little scary and I was there all alone.
My life is just falling apart and I get worse and worse and I don't have anyone to talk to about it, I tried to reach out and contacted one person but that went to shits.
I missed being able to talk to this person and I had no intentions. Men denna person trodde och sa att på något vis "kände av" att denna person mådde bra och livet gick bra och att jag medvetet försökte förstöra för denna person. Seriöst....
So can never try to reach out or contact to that person again since that person thinks that way about me.
I just need someone to talk to.. I needed a friend.
So there is no point, now I have given up completely..
 
Fin blandning av engelska och svenska det blev men vissa saker är lättare att beskriva på engelska, dessutom är det såhär det ser it i mitt huvud, tänker nästan alltid på engelska utom vissa fraser eller ord.

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Postat av: Daniel

Jag känner igen det där med svengelska tankar!

2014-10-24 @ 08:14:37

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